Monday, October 22, 2007
       this isn't gonna be a happy post .
maybe for the time being there won't be.
received a shocking&unexpected news just only right after i woke up this morning.
she pass away.
is it that her time is up or this is what u wan me to go through.
ok whatever it is.
i know that whatever i say or do wun make her come back.
20apr is already the worst day of my life. you taken him away.
even til now i stil cant forget what has happened.
23apr is my happy day.
now u are making 22 oct the worst day of my life too. you taken her away.
is this what u wan, let me have the worst days before my happy day comes?!?! 
so be it.what can i say or do.
but why must u take them away.
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY?
i hate you do you know that.
i seriously think u are a sucker in this world.
because of you, bits of my life changed.
without them equals to taking my smile and laughter away from me.
is this what u waiting for to see.
you fcuker.
now u happy already?
i cant smile.
its so hard for me to smile now.
my smile looks so fake to me.
fcuk you.
       Signing Off With A Smile 7:22 AM